I feel like i'm going crazy lately. My mind just won't stop. It's an endless cycle, like i'm caught in some sort of horror movie in my mind. Worrying about everything. Not the type of worry you have..this is much deeper. This makes me vomit, it makes me sob, it replays in my mind constantly until I want to bang my head against the wall. It makes me want to do anything to just stop this madness. And I can't help it. If I could, TRUST ME I would. No one would want to live like this, and i wouldn't wish it on anyone. It just keeps on playing over and over and over and over and over in my head..that something is wrong..that I caught something, that someone is going to die...that i'm going to die and go to hell..anything, and everything and nothing makes it stop. I can't take it anymore, I just can't. God help me please, I can't take this anymore. I just don't know what to do anymore. I just want it to stop.
And no one understands...and that breaks my heart.
need to try and find your happy place and try to focus on you and you only.
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