Tuesday, December 21, 2010

I feel really fat today

Probably because I am, but I'm just really feeling it today.  Gaa I miss the days when I was skinny.  I used to be a sexy lil thing, now i'm thick lol  It's a cycle.  I eat because i'm lonely then I cry because I'm fat, then I don't eat for a few days, then I overeat.  It's horrible.  If I just had a man then i'd have every reason in the world to be thin.  I am going to lose though because I have plans of getting pregnant in August so I can have a May baby like me.  Already have names picked.  May is just a great time to be born.  I've always loved being a May baby. 


Anyway,  I need to lose this bulge, because it's hard to let me natural friskyness come out when i'm blubbery.  :p   I've been eating those nasty Smart Ones and working out a lot, so hopefully it'll start showing more soon.


I can't wait to prove to everyone how sexy I really am.  I love when people talk about me, because they don't know what they're up against.


Me as a lil one!


1 comment:

  1. Sarah you are a GORGEOUS woman don't let anyone else tell you different! that includes you!

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